book III - the master & new start in cologne

“ hoping all will end – the way we all would love it to “




Book III





The Master
&
A New Start Near Cologne






Dedication.

This book is dedicated to the most exciting and dedicated sub I had in my life as a master so far and I bet there will never be another one like her in my whole life.
Even so some parts of this book might seem cruel and a cold description from outside, it sometimes had to be like that as a protection for both – the master and the submissive.
Not always the ideal sub, as one would find her in a description or a book, not even always the one who is waiting to serve her master as soon as he appears.. - but always kinky and even when she was not really in the mood, it never took long to make her change into a good one with just a look , a touch or a word. The one who had to live 2 lives which were totally different, – her life as mum -and a good one doing everything for her kids- and her life as my sub which was never easy for her but always made her smile and become a different person. A person without the mask and the wall in front of her to protect her, a person with boundaries but always open for new things and for widening the boundaries - as well someone with a perfect set of rules and regulations.
So always living on a very sharp edge, which was starting to tear her apart (to kill her as she said) .
This sub, that started as sub on probation became a very close one – not only as sub but also as a good friend who I would hate to lose, which will never happen, cause she is mine forever - but that’s life and life is never fair on anyone. So now that she is no longer right next to me but always with me in my mind and thoughts I try to write down my memories of her so that they will stay for ever to show how much I love her.
Showing how deep feelings can be between friend as well as master and sub.

So if life hits you in the face – stand up to it and just reply “that was refreshing – guess now I am awake”

So may this book be a good description and memory of my time with redarse66 – the one starting as a spankee in need for some taking in hand and by getting touched not only by her masters hand but also by his heart becoming the love of her master.

by her proud master

Prolog:

After years in Frankfurt and Munich and a real violent way of living the BDSM fetish to an extend that I did not like anymore and a few years away from all this where I tried to calm down, live a ‘normal’ life. A life due to regional standards and I build up a family life as well – but something was missing –
so I wanted to find myself again ..
finding out if there is still BDSM in Germany in all variations.
So I put up an ad in one of these internet forums where I posted ‘experienced master looking for new start with subs and those who have not yet made up their mind where to be.
If you are interested get in touch and leave a message’
Not really thinking that someone would answer from outside the BDSM group in Cologne but sometimes fate is watching out for you and makes strange moves to catch up with you.
So my first contact was a female from Japan who was looking for a new master to serve .-. with all her blood and honour. ..
Blood - that should have brought up old memories and made me stop .. but it did not .. and so I started to get in contact again with some Asian beauty .-. from the looks of her pictures I would say it could have gone quite well .. a Japanese single woman of age 35 submissive and looking for new guidance and a master in Germany , near Cologne.
So we met .. she was delighted and happy because the other 3 men she had met on this advertisement were just so called masters of their owns knowledge .-. but without any experience.
When she started to explain about her life as a sub and where she came from how she came to Germany and why she is looking for a new master my alarm bells started ringing ..
but I did not listen
and was willing to try a new start as master with her as my sub
even so something felt wrong.
And it did go wrong after a very short period of time and so I was no longer sure if the new start as BDSM master would be good for me.. but that is another story to be told at some other point, in another book and has nothing to do with my new start with a British sub living here with her family.
This female sub was looking for some DD as she said in her advertisement so we started a purse relationship on that .. just DD and spanking but could not keep it that way -- and then she got more and more addicted to me as her master.
As I got more into wanting her as a friend yes much more than just that as well, growing deeper feelings for her.
And sometimes I wished that I meet her long before each one of us got married.

So that’s the way the book also shows it .. first pure DD and hardly any feelings and then getting closer and the need of also explaining, showing the atmosphere we were in.
1.
2. Content
Dedication. 2
Prolog: 3
Content 4
Chapter 1 – Finding each other and first Meeting with Claire 5
Chapter 2 – Her first reaction and how our Relationship went on. 14
Chapter 3 – Next steps and new horizons 21
Chapter 4 – Our first X-mas 35
Chapter 5 – Her reading 50 shades and getting ideas 41
Chapter 6 – Her naughty little ideas and toys 48
Chapter 7 – Claire, her naughty outfit and a new Place to play 53
Chapter 8 – Claire as Housekeeper 55
Chapter 9 – Exploring other Cities and Places 58
Chapter 10 – The contract and her start to be MY SUB 60
Chapter 11 – How strange things sometimes are ….. 70
Chapter 12 – My sub in England with her family 88
Chapter 13 - My sub becoming an important part of me 105
Chapter 14 - Another year to start – What will it bring along 113
Chapter 15 - A restart to keep the relationship alive 121
Chapter 16.- The spanker from England 143
Chapter 17 – Time together and we moved on 162
Chapter 18 – Knowing that she has gone 191
Chapter 19 - Time between meetings on skype and her struggling… 202
Epilogue 211
Timeline to follow up for the memories : 212

Chapter 1 – Finding each other and first Meeting with Claire

As you all might imagined from the Prologue, I met this submissive female by the name of Claire due to my advertisement in a contact forum not only for BDSM but also for sexual contacts.
She replied as a housewife who was in need for a spanking to get put back straight. I found her way of writing and telling about her wishes and needs really kinky and nice so I decided to pick up the chat and continue to see what would or could grow from a harmless start....
So we continued chatting using the contact forum for sending messages back and forth like this one of her right at our start

“Dear Master,

I hope you're suitably impressed & hence will be more lenient with me!!

I love OTK...but that gets me rather excited & wet.....I've only had the hand, a slipper, a pathetic belting, which unfortunately was too soft, as it wasn't leather and a wooden spatula. I am a novice at this!!
Also over the bed, stool or arm of chair & diaper position are good, or whilst being penetrated!!
I promise I'm a good girl really!! How soon could you meet and am I allowed to see any photos first please?
Your sub C
„
and my answer as we moved on to using our special mail accounts after exchanging these

„Hello Claire,

good for you to answer me here, it is easier to stay in touch -- because after some contacts on the Bitte keine Links veröffentlichenthey seem to block the possibility to answer, unless you are willing to pay for it. it seems that you had some soft spanking already, which is good so your ass is not going to start bleeding or hurting for to long.
according to your personality file you are from Cologne which would make it more easily because i work in Cologne ..
so we could meet on short notice -- maybe during lunch break or so and get to know each other. that would help.
on the web i posted a few whips i prefer but the leather belt always is on good choice - cause it is always available.
hope to read from you real soon.
pictures of me are off-limits .. thats why i only posted the official company picture.
but how about some picture of you showing me a bit more of you...

your master “



After a few mails where we tried to get to know the other better, I even recommended her some internet shops for some good toys and spanking equipment and her answer was a bit surprising.


“Dear Master,
OMG.....you are serious with this....I'm nervous now!!

Your sub


Hello Claire
for some real good toys i can recommend the following address,

Bitte keine Links veröffentlichen/erotikshop/?func=rubrik&wkid=Bitte keine Telefonnummern veröffentlichen&rub1=Spanking

in case one will not search within some sex shops ( which are mostly to expensive -- better the shops for horse riding)

take a look at the page for some spanking suggestions.

i am always open for wishes from my subs ... which does not mean that they will all be fulfilled..

your master
“

so she knew that it would not be just a smart conversation to chat when we meet ..
no she should really know that this would be her start of a training, -
A training that would change her life.
So over the next day’s several mails were exchanged.
Within these mails I could find her being really excited about becoming her bum spanked and her life put back on track.
It also showed that she had been I contact with other spanker’s chatting .. but not really had someone to get her bum done – which seemed to be a kink she loved to become real – yes maybe even needed to get real for her.
And also exchanged our YM accounts so that we could chat more easy specially with directly being able to see if the other one would be there.
At the end of the week I decide, that it was time to meet her and then to give er some time to think about us .. a week-end perhaps.
So I did send her another mail
“
hello Claire

i work close to the centre of the city -- --

and for a first meeting i would not expect anything special except that you would show up ( and not chicken out ) in a dress or a skirt.

on a first meeting i would just want see how you feel about the spanking and what you would expect to come out of this for both of us.
we should talk -- maybe by drinking a coffee and find out how we both could continue this...

it would interests me how you feel when you get spanked and how you feel about being a sub.

so maybe we could meet even today.

your master
“
but fate was not on my side that day so she answered that she had to pick up her boys from school and that she was disappointed about my first meeting proposal, cause she thought that she would get a spanking on our first meeting
– that should not be forgotten and she would get a hiding when we meet …..
we kept writing and then she was off for her kids.
I was sitting in my office planning the next weeks with business-trips and customer appointments..
but as I had not logged off at messenger what we had switched on to communicate and also using mail, I noticed that she had come back online after returning from school.

I told her that there is no other way to continue this then meeting with her. So I asked for her time-schedules for that day and as she told me that there were no plans for later today, I ordered her to meet me at ‘Forest Botanic Garden’ at 18:00h – and as it was a quite warm day she should wear a skirt with no undies.
She acknowledged the appointment and promised to be there.

“Dear Master,

My kids don't leave, but are old enough to be left for a short time!
I could definitely meet you at 18:00 in the Forst Botanic Garden. That's walking distance for me, unless I drive to the car park!!
How will you do it, coz there are people there that might know me......can we go in the wood....?

Your sub Claire x
“

Referring to the traffic at that time, I left work a bit early, left her e message that I was leaving for the parking lot and for the spot we decided.
So I drove up to the parking lot to await the arrival of Claire.
– The parking lot was quite crowded and I was wondering if it was a goo idea to meet here for the first time.
Sitting in the open back of my station-car I noticed that I had quite some of time left
.. so I sat down getting a branch from the tree and started carving that.
A few minutes later she arrived ..

.. passing by me and my car with her red ‘Opel Saphira’, driving to the end of the parking lane she turned back and parked beside my car..

I only knew her from a picture that she had send me and was surprised as she got out of her car. A really hot looking woman wearing a nice dress …
but not the skirt as told to ....
so I would have to make her see and feel that this was not what I wanted.
Looking closer at her I noticed a great slim bum – that I would love to spank, some cute boobs .. the right size for a woman her size and a very nice – cute face with a smile on her lips. Wow .. a real hot body and a lovely smile.

She seemed a little shy as she moved closer to me and then spoke up ‘hi I am Claire .. guess you must be Marc ???’ – she did not yet know my real name .. just the name from my mail account which was a fake one for protecting my privacy.
‘Yes’ I responded ‘ let’s go for a walk’
and took her by her right arm to make her walk along the path into the wood …
She walked along ..
always looking at the branch which I had still in my right hand ..
.. the one she saw me carving to kill the time as she drove past me a few minutes ago.
So I stopped and asked her if anything was wrong or why she was looking at my hand again and again ..
and she pointed at the branch and asked’ Is this one for me ??’
with a voice that had the sound of fear in it..
I looked at her and said ‘ Do you think that I would need that for you ‘ --
waving with the branch ---
and she answered .. ‘I don’t hope so’
Then I just through the branch away looking at her and seeing her face coming up with a smile .. but my next words must have shocked her again as I said ‘ guess the palm of my hand would be more than enough for your naughty little bum’
I grabbed her arm and made her walk along ..

Now her eyes were pointed to the path as she started talking about herself
and why she had answered to the add ..
that her husband is not really having sex with her
and so she is unsatisfied but feels that what she is doing is wrong –
so she needs getting punished for it
and therefore is in need for some punishment what her husband is also not giving to her ..
and so on .. putting up many excuses why she is here with me instead of being home as good housewife and mum. So we kept walking side by side ..
I noticed that she was one head smaller then I was .. and her body seemed very fit.

We walked along and as we passed by a wooden shed with a table and a bench in it I gave her a slight push towards it and she walked inside ..
looking at me as if she wanted to ask what is going to happen now ..
but it was me who was the one starting the next conversation with ..’ o.k. then let’s give you a taste of how a punishment could feel when receiving it from me’
With these words I turned her around towards the table
‘bend over and put your hands on the table’

These words hard hardly left my lips when she did as she was told very slowly but she did –- and she was standing there with her bum directed towards me ..
I moved a bit sideways, and then started to hit her bum with the palm of my hand –
telling her to count the hits ..
– after she counted to ‘6’ I stopped
and she looked at me turning her head backwards as if she wanted to say ‘was that all??’
but she understood very fast that is was only a very short break ..
– the break, that I needed to pull up her dress
and to be able to continue on her bum with no panties on ..
because at least here she had done as she was told by me, she did not wear any ..
‘ Good – you did as you were told – that saves you a few hits on your bum ..’ I said as I grabbed her butt cheeks to squeeze them a bit
before hitting them again 3 times on each cheek.

She did not move or say any word - no sound came across her lips.
Then a grabbed between her legs and ….
Her pussy was soaking wet my fingers could easily slide inside her wet pussy hole.
‘ Ohh you are horny for more ‘
I spoke up and she could only reply ‘yes- please ‘
Then I turned her around with her face now facing my trousers right there where my cock was waiting for a chance behind the zipper ..
‘So go ahead, get him out and make him big with your mouth …’
I ordered her and she really did as she was told –
She got him out and started sucking .. sucking like her life was depending on the result.
My manhood grew very fast cause she really was a hungry slut ..
sucking like hell ..
or like a pro –
but she had said she was a simple neglected housewife and I believed her
so I had to stop her
….or otherwise I would have cum right that moment into her mouth …
not that I would not have liked that but I intended to go one step further

---
and to fuck her pussy out here right on that table.
---

So I pushed her back, lifted her body up so that I could look right into her face and told her ‘ kiss me sub!!’
and she wanted to grab my head ..
I stopped her and said –
‘listen to what I say and just do as you are told.. ‘

Then grabbed her arms pulling them behind her back and started kissing her, and licking her mouth with my tongue..
at the same time my hand grabbed for her pussy to feel her reaction on the kiss.

She starts winding her body and I could almost hear her moan ..
so I stopped and asked her if she liked that to which she just nodded her head ..
so I pushed her a bit further back so that the table was pushing against her backside of the legs and continued kissing her passionately.

Then after letting her hands go as I grabbed for her bum, that made her stop for a second and she whispered ‘please not today, I am not on the pill – please ...‘

I pushed her onto the table getting her legs up in the air split them, putting my finger deep inside her wet pussy to feel how wet and wanting she was –
finding her insides swollen and wet and sucking my fingers as if it would not want to let them go again.
Without saying anything I pointed the head of my dick at her wet opening and pushed it forward..
deep into her wet and shivering pink opening...
Her body shivered all over ..

.. she was afraid,
afraid I could just abuse her for a one-night-stand,
cum inside her and maybe get her pregnant and then leave her like that ..

So after my dicks head has been deep inside her for several poundings and she kept getting wetter but not really relaxing,

I said to her ‘birth-control does not matter – I had a surgery a few years ago and since that time I can enjoy sex without having to fear to get anyone pregnant..’
With these words I pushed my knob right into her gaping wet pussy again and started screwing her merciless and hard.

Even so her pussy was soaking wet, she was tight ..
..almost as if she was still a virgin ..
but she told me that she has 3 boys at home …??

I pushed harder to get it in and she started to try and push against me ..
So I stopped and pinned her arms down above her head to the table
‘you will do as I want and tell you to’
I said looking at her face and she answered
‘yes – master but you are to big you are going to rip me apart .. please be gentle with me ..’

That was the first time she called me ‘MASTER’
and from this moment on I knew .. this hot one might become my new sub ….
and referring to her words the only answer I had in my brain at that moment was the one she was about to hear

“..the dark side is never gentle or kind..”

and I pushed again hard against her wet opening.
Then I released her arms and grabbed for her boobs which were still covered in the upper part of her dress.
Nice boobs – just enough for each hand to grab but not flappy but really firm but also soft.
Holding her there I again started pushing into her pussy ..

after a few thrusts I could feel her pussy pumping and her nipples started to get erected and stiff..
I pulled my knob out and in the next second she moaned so loud that I had to close her mouth with my hand..
.. just to make sure that no one near could hear her and come over to spoil our fun.
The other hand getting a grip at her pussy, working it a few seconds till she started squirting, what she did with a look that showed me that she could not believe what just had happened to her and to her body.

A simple
“?? how ??????”
passed her lips after is as I stopped and let he sit up.

Then I waited a few seconds before pulling her up from the table ..
her pussy dripping on the ground and she just saying
‘ ohhhh god -- I have no legs left to stand on’
so I turned her around and bend her over the table again –
this time face down to fuck her from behind.

Her bum was not really red anymore so I hit her again with my hand until it turned red, telling her that she would always have to feel me hard outside and inside – then I grabbed her hips pushed my knob forward forcing his way between her legs which she opens up as if it should be like that and then again invading her wet pussy – which now seemed a bit softer and wider than before but at least it was still soaking wet.

So I managed to push in really deep ‘til I felt something stopping me to get deeper.
I must have reached her upper end ..
And yes – from her breath I could hear that she was moaning again and felt as she was pinned up on a barbecue stick .. ready to get it pushed out again of her mouth..
And that’s what she said seconds later ..
’ please stop, or you will come out of my mouth ..- - -‘
But I did not -
did not stop and so I pounded her pussy again and again ..
she was just there getting it all inside not able to move ..
Each pounding she felt now deep inside her pussy and also outside on her red bum ..
so she received a double spanking by just me fucking her hard and deep.
and as I felt that I was close to cumin,
I pulled out, let her slide down on the bench to sit and then said to her
‘*open up your face sub, -- I want to cum inside your mouth*’
and she did ..
then I forced the head of my cock between her teeth and right in that second I came ..
giving her the whole load right on her tongue
saying ‘, go on swallow .. I don’t want to see any drop on the ground or you will be punished…’
and she swallowed – she swallowed every drop – even sucked and licked my knob clean before sitting on the bench trying to get some breath back ..
‘ and next time you do as you are told to, or I will have to punish you quite harder .. wearing a dress instead of a skirt as I told you …’
I said giving her a bit space to breath. And she nodded her head – showing that she had understood my words and their meaning.

I let her rest a while and then asked her if she now feel like a sub or just being used ..

She answered that a real sub is always ready for her master to get used by him and to please him..
And she also thanked me for spanking her so hard and that this was what she had been longing for.
That finally made up my mind, that she could become a great sub – after some training –
and I told her to send me all her details to my mail address
and that I would take her on
as sub on probation.
I sat beside her – grabbed around her shoulders and pulled her towards me ..
Anyone walking by now must have thought that we were a couple taking a break on the bench before walking on, what we did a few minutes later.
Even so she could hardly walk on her own ..
but I helped her to reach her car.
On the way back I reminded her of her duty to send all her details to her master by tomorrow and she promised to do it later when she would be home and the kids in bed –

So we parted and it was quite obvious that I might have started again with a new sub into a Master/Sub relationship.

The following week was not such a good one, I had to go on a business trip and so we could only stay in touch via messenger but even that was enough to get her hot and wet and I made her send me some nude pictures to show me that she was doing as told -.... but also to keep her kinky enough so that I had to remind her of her duties by using her memory and imagination.

And so one evening I just ended one mail to her with the following
“.
.
so after reading this lines ( sitting i guess ) just raise your as a bit from the chair -- close your eyes and in your mind feel the light slap on your bum from my hand as a hello greating.

reading from you soon

your x master x
„

so I tried to get hold of her the first day I was back in Cologne but again fate seemed to be against us as she answered me

“Dear Master ,

I'm really sorry I haven't been able to reply to you sooner, and I hope my text will soften your blow to me, when we next meet!

Today I've been chasing my tail & have only just managed to get on to check my messages.

Tonight is not a good time for me to pop out at that time and I'm sorry to say tomorrow morning at 09:00 would not be possible either.

I cannot leave my children in bed to come to see you, plus they also need their breakfast. They didn't surface until nearer 10:00 today. I, if truthful was up much before 9:00 either.

You could always come & find me in my bedroom & administer my punishment, if we could guarantee the children remained asleep (only joking)! I know your palm of your hand is twitching!

I'm really sorry, but hope you've had not too a boring trip to Stuttgart

Hopefully we can arrange something for next week.
Your sub,
...„

so fate was again not really on our site but one sentence out of her mail made me read it again and again..and there was one part in her mail that i had to read several times ..
was she really inviting me to come to her house and punish her there ??

“You could always come & find me in my bedroom & administer my punishment, if we could guarantee the children remained asleep (only joking)! I know your palm of your hand is twitching!
.“
I decided to find that out some time later and to let this week go past.


Chapter 2 – Her first reaction and how our Relationship went on.


After we had split up the week before, Claire drove home to her family and I also made my way back toward my home, still having to drive quite a long way.

So this morning on my way to work, I had time enough to think about the things that had happened the afternoon before and to go through all the details in my mind;
Still asking me, if this hot woman would really send me her details and some more notes as an e-mail and thereby then committed herself to becoming my sub on probation.

It all seemed to start again .. just as it did in Frankfurt several years ago but this time I would be the one to make sure that it would not run out of hand and go to a dark side that I would never again want in my life.

Arriving at work, I started my day with some private tasks….
checking my mail and finding a mail from Claire from the night before.
Opening this mail, I was very surprised, it was a big ‘thank you mail’ for the meeting the day before and for taking her directly into strong hands, not allowing her to escape or doing any stupid things;
Also asking, if I would really be interested of considering her as sub on probation.
So I answered her and asked for all her contact-details to be brought forward to me so that I could get in touch with her any time I thought might be suitable.
Sending the mail and then starting my daily work, not thinking that she might be online or answering right away.
But she proved me wrong; ..
Within 30 minutes I had an answer with her complete contact data including a new picture that she took that last night of her red bum when she had returned home.
She really took a high definition picture of her red bum with her cam in her bedroom … what a cute surprise I thought at that time. .

After some changes I started by putting her on to my yahoo messenger as permanent contact and wow she was online accepted my request right away..
From that time on I could chat with her at any time during the day - if we would have time for it..
But even video chat was possible and I could make her show herself to me … that should come out handy as proven later in our relationship when we were not able to meet, with me being out of town.

So working through my day I thought that it would be nice starting where I stopped with her the day before..
so I went online and
.. she also was online ..
sitting at home reading ..
so we started chatting and she confessed that she was horny and in need for a hard taking in hand ..
She even confessed that she had an orgasm yesterday at home by just thinking that I pumped her pussy with my dick – so it seemed that our master / sub relationship got to a real sexual point of direction --..
and at that time she started getting more kinky in relationship with me ..
yes even letting me have older pictures of her in some 'playful outfit' like naughty nursed dress or other cute looks.. all selfies that she took at home when she was naughty and alone during daytime.
But don't let me wonder off and stay with our conversation where she admitted that she was in need for some treatment ….
So I told her to meet me again ..
this time later after work or during my lunch-break..
wearing a short skirt and also a wide top
so that I would be able to reach for her boobs and bum very easy.
She just agreed and then had to go offline, because she had some mother of another kid from school visiting her …

Then I continued my work at the office ..
Time just kept flying and very soon it was time to call it a day’s lunch break, leave work and to meet Claire for her treatment.

So after leaving work and struggling through traffic I drove up to the parking lot and there she was already … waiting in her car ..
As I pulled up next to her car, she got out and in a second she stood right next to my door smiling at me in her short skirt and nice light pink blouse ..
and waiting for me to get out ..

Noticing that, I was of the opinion that she needed a bit of a stopper to make her stay more serious in her behaviours so I got out and had to tell her off right that moment ..

by telling her not to look direct into her masters face and to behave more normal / natural when we are in public ..
-- within a second her smile died..
she had noticed that there could be twist in the way we were to what she had experienced from me before – yes there might be another type of master there dealing with her, depending on her way of being and behaving.
A more strict master who would not tolerate her cheekiness and her moods while dealing with her or getting her to be there to service him

Then I grabbed for her right hand and she follow me along the path through the park.. I released her hand and we were walking side by side just like any other normal couple would here on these park paths.
We walked along, she in her nice hot outfit – presenting her gorgeous body– as she was told to wear, and I in my business suite. Last time when we were out here I had seen a nice hidden place next to a path leading by ..
covered by a tree – facing the path with a thick group of leaves and branches which made it almost impossible to see what was behind the bending of the path and close to the tree..
so I guided our way to this spot not really looking what was right or left to our path.
And it took only a few minutes till we could see the place I was looking for.

As soon as we arrived there, I put my foot onto a stomp of a removed tree and then pulled her across my leg. She looked at me, scared and wondering what was going to happen ..

But she would find that out very fast .. the moment she was across my leg, my palm of the right hand hit her bum which was still covered by her skirt and then it hit her again but every time getting closer to the nude bum –
so 2 hits on the skirt,
followed by 2 hits on her undies with her skirt folded up which were then pulled down so that the last 2 hits were set right onto the bare skin of her bum.

She was shocked and could not move ..
so I just said ..
‘so that was 6-of-the-best for a start-up and for making you remember never to look into your masters face unless you are told to .
Just one part of training to become a very good sub’

Then I pulled down her undies completely and made her take it off, to hand it over to me.
She did without any hesitation, then she had to turn around to show me the result of the treatment – and maybe to add some more if I would not like the outcome of my treatment.
I took my mobile phone out of my pocket and took the first pictures of her naked red bum – and many pictures should follow these first shots.
She looked a bit shocked and frightened again ..
But I said
‘these are for OUR private collection –
to help you remember how your bum looks
and to bring back the memory of the treatment when you look at them ..
whenever you might feel that you are getting straddling away so that punishment might not always be needed.

Then I put my phone back into my pocked together with her undies and then we continued our walk.

As it was a nice dry autumn day we walked on and found a spot underneath an old big tree where a bench had been put up for resting and the branches had already formed some sort of a roof and walls beside and behind the bench. So we stopped and I made Claire stand in front of me, bending over and to get my knob out and to suck it right here out in the sun.
She hesitated a second but then remembered her earlier treatment and started getting my knob out and sucking it and doing as she was told – as a good sub always does. ..

She made it grow inside her mouth so that she could hardly keep it inside ..
so she added her hands to it to jerk it while she sucked the head.
I let her have it for a while like that before lifting up her skirt so that her naked red bum was exposed to the world and could catch some sun … :-) …

Bending over her body, I pulled her bum cheeks apart so the sun could shine where she normally does not reach at.
Claire started moaning .. cause she was having problems breathing with my knob inside her mouth ..
So I pulled out, got her forward on to the bench, made her kneel on the bench with her hands holding the back of it and me standing behind her – ready for some doggy style action .
So I pressed the head of my cock between her pussy lips
.. awaiting her tight pussy and then pulled it back – still letting it touch her bum cheeks.

I could see goose bumpers all over her body as I pushed her shirt up to get hold of her boobs from behind - but ignored it ..
I could also see that she was some sort of afraid due to what would happen next – so I let my knob push his head along between her bum cheeks which made her shiver and as I stopped at her anal hole she stood there as if she was made of stone - no movement at all.

She was frightened –
frightened that I could just try to rip her virgin anal port open with my pecker …
frightened that I could not be the one she would expect after our conversation –
frightened of what I might do to her
that I could be just some jerk looking for a female to abuse for his sexual pleasure without and boundaries or scruples.

But I pulled back..
lowered the angel and aimed again for her pussy..
seeing her muscles relax – and maybe even hearing the sound of some air being released from her mouth.

Pushing forward and invading her was one fast move ..
and it got her back awake
and letting a big and loud ‘ahhh’ come out of her mouth ..

She was tight but soaking wet and so my cock found his way right in
not all the way cause she was really tight ..
just as if she had well trained muscles and not much sex within the last mouth. And so I had to give it a second try to be able to split her wide enough to get in all the way and to invaded her deep wanting opening..
I managed to slide in and it felt tight and warm and so I decided to slide in and out to enjoy the feeling that she gave me and the joy that she showed by moving her bum closer again every time I tried to pull out again.
While she got her internal spanking from my dick, I found that her bum cheeks could also use some more re-colouring so on each pulling out of her pussy, I hit her bum with my hand which I had removed from her cute boobs ..

She kept moaning and so I went on for quite a while till I could feel her pussy pulsate ..
I pulled out grabbing her pussy from behind with one hand and her neck with the other ..
” who allowed you to cum yet ? “ I asked her –
but to late she started squirting right that moment and so I pulled my hand out of her squirting wetness but right next moment she felt a hit onto her pussy lips
.. she turned towards me and said “ you never hit me there ??? “
and as an answer I hit her again saying
,, I will hit you whenever and wherever I feel that you need it ..” whilst grabbing her pussy again with one hand

Then grabbing her right under her chin – pulling her up and her face towards mine for giving her a long lasting kiss where our tongues met …..
and again her pussy started pulsating ..
but this time she could not stop herself from squirting again..
and so within seconds there was a puddle of her fluids between her feet on the ground.

.. I looked at the time and recognized that it was almost time for me to leave
.. .. she looked at me and said .. “you did not come yet master ..”
And as I answered “I do not need to cum every time ..”
her face turned sad and she asked me if she was the problem that I did not cum
that made me mad – questioning her masters words - so I turned her around, made her bend down and holding her head with my hands, fucked her into her mouth and made her suck me off right here and now ..
as well as to swallow the whole load..

but after cumming my pecker was still hard as a rock and wanted more so I told her to get back on to it and to continue pleasing her master --
she stepped back and I thought that’s it she would not do it ..
but then she bend over and started sucking like a pro ..
I could hardly believe my feelings ..
I was close to cumming again so fast that I could not believe it ..
my hand held her head down and she continued sucking…
wow that was great feeling –
then I pulled out
she looked at me – not really happy and not knowing what would happen next

I turned her around again giving her all that was waiting there by drowning my pecker inside her wetness and letting it start unloading my fluids inside her
and her pussy swallowed every drop of it
.. and she smiled ..

then I gave her I tissue to clean herself up -
pulled her close to me for a long lasting kiss before we went back for the parking lot where we had left our cars.

We walked back looking at the wonderful flowers and colours of the trees and flowers around us she was still shivery from head to toe which I could see and feel every time my hand touched her and her body started to shiver a bit.
So we had a few minutes’ walkzipper back to come back to our ‘normal’ daily self before having to drive off in different directions.
At the parking lot ..
between our cars
I pulled her undies out of my pocked showing it to her and then giving it back by saying
“ next time you will leave it at home ..
don’t wear any when we meet unless you are allowed different again.”

Then I let her get into her car, grabbing her by the head and putting a long passionate kiss onto her lips - again before going over to mine and stepping in to drive off..
Opening the side window I tell say to her “ will catch you online later … you know where “

Both leaving the parking lot – everyone on to his own destination

So that was the first encounter during daytime but many others should follow this one and the ‘FBG’ would see us more often and hear more of her sounds while I treated her the way I was thinking to be appropriate at that moment..
Any noticing us there was just seeing a happy couple walking around talking about important problems that needed a solution.
But we also discovered, that this part of the botanic garden was too busy and a bit to close for comfort to her house and that it might be able that she would get recognized be people walking around.
So we had to look for other hidden places to meet – or at least for other spots along the path that could give us some cover.
So I discovered a few old bunker remains between the trees somehow hidden..
being there close to other path and a bit in the wood ..
hidden but still quick and easy to reach and easy to get out of and continue walking again.

We even explored some more covered paths she would sometimes use with the dog-walkers when they did not really want to walk in the sun.

So the day went on and the week passed - we kept meeting during the following days and exploring the park with its nice corners and hidden spots where we could play our naughty games and enjoy sex out in the open or just sit in the sun feeling the other one close.
Without being caught, but always being outside with the possibility of someone seeing us by accident. So it was some sort of an additional thrill added to our behaviour.

So now we even met briefly during my lunch-break and one day after meeting again at a sunny day in the park where I had put her over my knee again and made her bum shine red some things speeded up our 'relationship'

Driving back to the office I was thinking about the things that had happened within the last weeks.
Me being back into BDSM with a woman that wants to be my sub, --
longing for every touch, no matter if sexual or pure training,
everything that she gets from me but still afraid of what is happening to her.

Even so she had told me that she likes getting spanked and that she has been looking for a spanker to give her the treatment when she was bad, ..
I thought she might need more than just that spanking part.-. not yet knowing how much more she would really need, how neglected she really was and how close she would grow to my heart & soul.
At least her body reactions showed another part of her that was also not completely satisfied – at least as far as I could tell from the short time we had been together.
But already then I noticed that it was her kink – getting spanked – maybe to pay for things she had done wrong in her opinion but also to feel that someone is caring and taking care of her

But yet it seemed that this would be a new start – hopefully with other aims and destinations to go to, then the ones at the time I had left behind me and which I never wanted to come back to my life.

So as soon as I was back at the office and my break was still on I looked at the forum page on which we had met..
finding a message from Claire
“ Thank you master for the wonderful time and spanking. – I soo needed that”

I could not say a word at that moment..
she really was sure about that master / sub relationship and she accepted it already.
So I wrote back that she should message me on my private mail account –
put the account in and then added that
- from now on she had to be obedient and to tell me everything or she would get punished..
I also told her to write down all her details ..
like phone number ..
mail accounts ..
yahoo and skype connects
private address
so that I could find her everywhere..
This could become a long lasting connection – if ……

I could not yet believe that this should be true –
I seemed like a wonderful dream still and I was afraid I would wake up any second
- but why should I be waking up –

but sometimes life can be so cruel..
so just keep the eyes closed and enjoy the moment and make the most of it..

So I send my mail and went back to work .. leaving private things aside.

Later when I had some spare time,
I got curious again and checked my mail again..
And I found another mail from my ‘new’ 'sub on probation' as I tended to call her at that stage.

And I loved the way she was addressing me and writing about her feelings and how good and also protected she always feels in my arms.



Chapter 3 – Next steps and new horizons

Later that day when I met Claire in the park and made her loose some fluids as well fill her up with mine.
Grabbing her hot body, I could feel goose bumpers on her skin as I grabbed her arm and bum. She was shivery and her body started showing me how it felt all the time so that I could tell how she would react before I even admitted something to her.
So after some hot kisses and me getting her to shiver all over again and again plus in the end putting a big smile on her face we both went back home to our family life.

Coming home I checked my mailbox and found quite a long mail of her inside.
She really did put in every detail I asked for
-her full name
-and address,
-mobile phone number
-messenger id and so on..
So it seemed that she was 100% sure to stick to the word -
she called me “her MASTER”

O.K.

why not I thought .. she is a very cute and handsome one in need of some direction,
someone to teach her hot body to listen to the feelings
and to let her also listen to her body –
plus training for her horny and tight wet pussy as well as the rest of her wonderful slim body and making her a sub that would make every master feel proud to have.
And as it seemed she needed someone to talk to as well – so there was the other part that I had sensed when she was writing and talking –

she felt neglected.

So not just some woman with submissive tendencies ..
Also no just a neglected housewife, with a hot body in need for her natural fulfilments and needs.
That would really become some sort of a relationship if I would be able to keep it up and not to drift back into the old BDSM ways.

I wanted to keep her – she was a cute beauty and seemed to be a very interested and naughty one as well – the right kind of person to make an interesting and stubborn sub. A sub that would keep up a lively relationship with letting it get boring and standard..

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So we chatted as I had some free time during the following days and she told me that her body was wanting and needing more - as it had missed that for too long.
More training and as she committed more punishment cause she had been a bad girl – not telling what she meant by that.
And she also told me that she was reading the ‘50 shades of grey’ and that gave her some ideas ..
some she loved to imagine to happen to her …...

As she was alone at home most of the time, only had some daily appointments with some other women going for a dog-walk with their dogs, I suggested we meet again.
Meet – for me to see how she would behave –
Either alone with her at her house ..
or out again at the FBG..

And due to the fact that the weather was very nice and warm, we decided to meet outside as often and as long as possible. Which had also the charm that our little secret could not be so easily ..discovered by some neighbours seeing me walk in at her house.

So this time I met her after work ..
on my way home stopping at the parking lot of the FBG
taking a walk with her and relaxing from work
.. getting my mind free.

Getting there was no problem as it was on my normal way out of town after work. So I just had to turn aside a bit and stop at the parking lot which I normally just passed by.

So I just drove there to meet with her. To meet with my sub to be….

The car park was quite empty when she drove up.
Her eyes were sparkling like little stars as she was driving up and noticing that I was already there waiting for her ..
So she parked next to my car and we both got out ..
As soon as she had walked around her car towards me,
I grabbed her at her shoulders,
pushing her against the side of her car covering the view of her with my body.

She looked at me with question marks in her eyes –
not understanding what I was doing and as if she wanted to say
“What are your going to do to me ?”
but she did not put up any resistance at any point
She would feel the reason for that action right away.

Standing there like that I kissed her passionately so that in case anyone would have seen us they might have thought .. “look lovers meeting” ..

But at the same time while kissing her my right hand went straight between her legs and up towards her pussy .. feeling her body shiver as my hand moved along the inside of her legs.

– testing if she did as she was told

.. and she was not!!!.

Against my telling her never to wear undies unless I tell her to,

I could feel her wearing something under her skirt ..

Right that moment when I stopped kissing her and she felt my hand down there,
she knew what was due to happen..
My face got strict,
I looked around
– no one to be seen
– then put my foot onto the front wheel of her car looking at her ..
then grabbing her left hand and pulling her over my leg with my left hand so that she was positioned right for some otk
lifting her skirt with the right hand

and

!! BAM !!

My hand hit her bum ..
once
– twice
……..
… six times

before she could even try to do anything against it.

Then I pulled down her knickers ..

And again my hand hit her bum ..
this time the fully nude one

After that I let her back on to her feet with the words

“ this is for being non obedient and wearing undies without permission.
Get them off right here and now or I will take them off you ”

No word from her mouth ..

she just looked at me then took a fast look around to see if anyone would be around
and as I moved my arm to catch her, she quickly went down and got out of her undies
.. trying to put them into her pocket ….
but I took them off her hands and as she looked at me I told her that she would get them back – later before we would part, but for now I just want to make sure that she is doing as told.

Then we went for a walk.

This was not the first time I took her OTK
but for her it was the first time someone just grabbed her like that,
put her across his leg by lifting her up and spanked her bum.
All the other men in her life had never lifted her up – just like that.
Husband being just her size and not the most physical guy never did and the other men she had met before never did it that way either.

While we walked along and me looking for some quiet place, she asked “ how could you do that?”
And I responded with a simple “ What, do you mean ??”

“Lifting me just like that to get me over your knee – just like that. No one ever got me there just like this ...”

And I answered “ just like that, why not it - was easy and the fastest way to do what needed to be done .. as you said – and as you know, you earned that one! And as you wanting to be a good sub, I should be able to handle you like one; getting you the way I think is right at any moment and at any time. . “

She just answered with a silent voice hardly to be heard ‘yes master’ and we walked along.

She started telling me what she did all day and that she was of the opinion that she was in need for been taken in hand for quite a while.
And with that she hit the nail right on the head.
She really was in need for someone to guide her and to keep her in line to get her focused and to guide her way of behaving.

She also started talking about her experiences with other 'dominant' men and that no one ever before had been able to just take her over his knee – someone able to hold or lift her- just like that and that they only spanked her when she was bending over and so on... –

No one had even been so direct in giving her punishment, that she had deserved.. , without any warning

I wanted to find out much more about her so I let her chat along even so the time would run away while we walked.
So coming past the shelter where I took her on our first evening here I made her stop.
Turning towards her and with a little lower voice as normal I told her to stop talking about the other men in her life if she wants to be MY SUB unless she is not sure what she wants or if it is some urgent matter that we needed to discuss..

She looked at me not knowing what to say
– so again we went into the shelter ..
she turned to me and just that moment when she was trying to start talking I closed her mouth with a long kiss ..
grabbed between her legs ..
feeling that she was wet there already and got more wet within parts of a second as she felt my hand.
So I let my finger slide into her pussy and started pumping it with my hand ..
Her body reacted spontaneously and she was surprised by the following orgasm that made her ‘freeze to stone’
There she stood in front of me – her pussy dripping from the orgasm she just had, fluids running down her legs into her shoes, her bum still feeling the hand on it from before on the parking lot and was unable to say anything.
Just like a doll put up and to be left there she was standing there in front of the table.. still dripping from her pussy and completely wet inside.
So it was my turn as her master to wake her up – telling her to bend over and to receive more pounding for her behaviour.
Like a remote controlled doll she turned around and as I came closed she pushed her bum against me.
I let her behave like that for a moment and then lifted her skirt..

Her bum was still red and as I grabbed it she starts moaning. So with the other hand I pulled the mobile phone out of my pocket ..
taking pictures of her dripping wet pussy and her moving bum-cheeks with one hand while grabbing her bum-cheeks with the other.
Then stepping a bit aside my hand hits her bum and I tell her ‘COUNT and thank me for that handling’
Then my hand did hit the flesh of her cheeks .. again and again ‘til her bum was all red and glowing again … just the way I like it to be for me when treating her - before I took a picture of evidence of her shining back again.
Quickly taking some pictures of that red bum, as proof and to be able to show her some time later; before letting her turn around and her hand slide onto my trousers finding my dick inside.

She slightly looks at me as if she was asking for permission to get him out
and as there was no protest from my side –
she opened my trousers completely and got him out .. ..
and started sucking.

It was a great feeling that her hot and hungry mouth gave me –
it felt as good and perfect as if she had done this for a living
but that was something I could not tell her without offending her –
at least at that time being.
.. so I kept it to myself .. for now ..

But I enjoyed it and she seemed to like my dick growing inside her mouth as much even so it made it hard for her to breathe normal.
So again I enjoyed it for a while ..
seeing her bend over to suck my pecker while I grab her red sore bum, squeeze and massage it with my fingers.
But I wanted more . .
as well as she ..
because as I pulled my pecker out of her mouth instead of pushing
and gave her a slight tip at the side ..
she turned over to the wooden table and showed her red bum towards me.
I grab her hips put her in position ..
split her legs and let my cock have his way into her soaking wet and wanting pussy.
Holding her hips .. thrusting the boner deep into her wet opening passing the tight porch and continued to go up inside her.
That day I pushed it in . . all the way and hard ..
so my opened trousers hit her bum she froze for a second ..
right that second when the pain from her bum cheeks was stronger than the feeling coming from inside her wet pussy.
But only for the glimpse of a moment she stopped pushing her back against me before getting on with it ….
So I pounded her deep with different speed of sliding in and out before I could feel her pussy starting to pulsate … again ..
so I pulled out and right this moment she started squirting.
Within seconds she left a puddle of fluid on the ground and a deep ‘..aaahhh..’ coming out of her mouth ..
But this time I wanted more ..
more of that hot and horny body in front of me
More of that so neglected woman
and more of her neglected body ..
More pleasure of enjoying my sub and her sucking pussy

I wanted to cum inside her and with her – so I grabbed her hips again and pushed my knob inside; hard and fast – -- again and again
And after some hard strokes inside her I could feel it roaring inside my balls ..
And this time I started pumping ..
yes pumping it into her
giving this hot sub what I had stored for her ..

I came .. deep inside that soaking wet and working pussy, fulling her womb with my fluids ..
Deep inside the body of that wonderful woman there in front of me.

I pulled her close so that no drip would be wasted by being able to slip out – right that moment her pussy also started pulsating and it felt as if she wanted to suck my knob dry with her tight pussy .. it kept working and my cock felt really being sucked empty at that moment.

After feeling that she managed to squeeze everything out of my cock and getting it inside and she keeping it, I let him drop out ..

Slowly she turned looking at my cock and then she kissed it and said
“..thank you master that was more then I needed…
and more than I had hoped for”
and her hole face was smiling when she said these words...
My mind again started working --
so that looked more and more as if she is not getting it from anyone else ..
– even so she told me that she was married and had 3 kids –

That’s also why she is always so wet and so fast ready for getting it when I grab her
-- I Thought –

So after making her stand up again, giving her a tissue to make sure she was not dripping out of her pussy as we would walk and holding her in my arms, it was time for both of us to leave.

We said our good bye and on our way to the parking lot I remembered that I still had her undies in my pocket. So as she got into her car feeling her bum as she was sitting on it I grabbed her neck, holding her for a good night kiss I pulled the undies out and gave them to her saying
“ you better put that on, or it would look suspicious if you got home without wearing them ….”

And as she answered that no one would probably recognize or even care, I was sure that her husband was not sticking to his marital home duties towards her.

These words again made me think and I was sure that I had to ask her about some things regarding her home sex life.
But not today ..
It was late and we both needed to be home.

So we both just drove off.


The next day I was very busy ..
not even time to open messenger to chat or to have a look at my mail.
So when I came online the day after, I found several messages including a mail from Claire’s secret mail account – secret only for her family ..

Messages asking why I am not online ..
asking if she did anything wrong or if she insulted me in any way,
and if she had done ..
asking me to forgive her and that she needed me so much
and that she would do anything to be able to talk
and find out what might have offended me

Then her mail ..
the first one
thanking me again for making her feel her body still on the next day
and then the second one asking the same questions as on messenger and putting in apologies if she had stepped out of her role as my sub.
Asking if I would be so kind to answer her and not to drop her

So I decided to shortly answer her on messenger before starting to work.
And as I was typing the answer ..
I could see that she was also typing ..
thanking me for coming back online and chatting with her ..
She seemed quite aroused and also happy to find me back online ..

I decided to meet her again at lunchtime
and as I asked her if she would love me to meet here at the time I could see her writing crying out loud
“ ..YES – please.. “

So we arranged to meet for lunch ..
in a restaurant close to my work.
There at lunch she asked me if she had done anything wrong and that she was worried that after what we did I had enough of her and that she was too bad to be my sub and so on..
So I asked her what made her think of that
and how these thoughts would come up in her mind ..
That was the first time we took time and really talked – talked about things that happened before ‘our time’ and that were still inside her mind.
Me listening to what she had to say and understanding were she was coming from, which was vital for explaining many of her reactions to me and giving a much more detailed picture of her and the way her mind was working and on the things happening inside her mind. So this conversation helped me understand her fears and needs much better than anything she had written or said to me before.
I found out about her fear of getting dropped when she just started to get to know me and wanted me to be her master..
Being afraid of offending me or doing something stupid to make me send her away.. or making me mad
Afraid of letting left behind alone again with her needs her wishes and a family that just thinks of her as the person doing all the things at home like a robot.

At that time and several times later I noticed that again and again she was sitting with on foot under her bum, so her whole body was sitting onto her ankle which could not be good for her and as doctors said could lead to some heavy problems with her ankle.
So I decided that if we would carry on our relationship, as a caring and responsible master, I would have to do something against her sitting on her leg and foot. – Maybe put a punishment on that behaviour, to keep her from doing it.
Not sure yet which punishment would be fair for the misbehaviour.

This short time of just being 2 people sitting next to each other eating and chatting made it clear to me that there was a big pile of unanswered questions wishes and guilt inside her that needed a relieve and that this would never just be a master and sub relationship due to classic standards.
And from that point on I knew that it would never be easy with her unless I could make her strictly follow my rules and to decide to stop all older contacts –
get rid of some load from her past
and concentrate on her present and her future.

But it also showed me that there was not only a need of a strong hand but also an even stronger need of some guidance and mental support to get her out of some insecurity of her life situation ..
as well as someone to just hold her in his strong arms to give her the feeling of being worth a lot to this person feeling being wanted again, being seen as what she was .. a beautiful woman in her mid-ages but still looking much younger then she really was and not showing that she had 3 kids.
And it made me understand that everything she showed me in the beginning was some kind of a mask..
a wall she had built up to protect herself
and to have a 'second' life to cope with the things going wrong within her marriage and her family life.
And if I wanted her to be my real sub, I had to find the Claire hidden behind that mask, the wall that was build up as a protection and get her out of that shell to allow being able to get hurt, to let life catch her as a person – even if it was only to get her out while we were together.

So these ‘normal’ times between us became very important to me because these were the times when she opened up more and more but that is something that will be shown all throughout this book. Whenever I find a new page in “the Book of Claire” how I called her hidden self that I was determent to get to know and to explore and bring back to reality an life.

But back to our first lunch together.
It doesn’t really matter where we were or what kind of an atmosphere we found, it was some special time for her as well as for me ..
We felt different there being together - it was more like 2 friends sitting together talking about problems and things we would love to do as well as our plans for the following days and weeks. These times made us feel